Thursday, May 2, 2019

I lost someone close.
Emotions come in waves.
It has been a few months.
Crazy how time flies.
Sad how life goes on,
the world goes on.
No one seems to notice.
I'm alone.
Why does this have to happen, to me!?
It's not fair. It sucks. I hate this.
You're stuck.
Only you can get yourself out.
But I don't know how to get out of this.
No one can see the pain.
It's invisible, it's inside.
Until the pain resurfaces, and you can't help but
to make a scene, a reminder to those close that it hurts to lose that someone.

Life isn't fair.
I want redemption, but it's too costly.

In between the waves of emotions,
I am reminded of her in different parts of the day.
Wanting to say to her hey, this is what I did today.
Wanting to share with her the special people I've met.
Wanting to share with her the new experiences I've learned.
So I decided to do that through here.
Marty, I hope you can see me from wherever you are.
Take care of us please.

Wednesday, May 20, 2015

Cool art (using traditional art like pencil, pen, watercolor, etc.)

Culpeo-Fox (Raven S. Fox): http://culpeo-fox.deviantart.com/gallery/


http://culpeo-fox.deviantart.com/art/Bloodgold-530781768


http://culpeo-fox.deviantart.com/art/Thylacine-Stripes-161370572


http://culpeo-fox.deviantart.com/art/Groom-534275437


http://culpeo-fox.deviantart.com/art/Camp-Fire-502972907


http://culpeo-fox.deviantart.com/art/Skat-of-Foxes-Overview-144197663

Nummyumy: http://nummyumy.deviantart.com/gallery/


http://nummyumy.deviantart.com/art/Ariel-533259227


http://nummyumy.deviantart.com/art/Selene-528327962


http://nummyumy.deviantart.com/art/Sakura-534108072

Minayuyu: http://minayuyu.deviantart.com/gallery/


http://minayuyu.deviantart.com/art/Baymax-x-Crowd-Lu-520803740


http://minayuyu.deviantart.com/art/oh-Summer-snow-480626664


http://minayuyu.deviantart.com/art/lonely-world-534096313


http://minayuyu.deviantart.com/art/counting-sheep-476454718


Gabriel Picolo: http://picolo-kun.deviantart.com/gallery/
http://picolo-kun.deviantart.com/art/Clearing-531321669

http://picolo-kun.deviantart.com/art/The-Waters-of-March-522132928


http://picolo-kun.deviantart.com/art/Bouquet-533205571

NanoMortis: http://nanomortis.deviantart.com/gallery/
    http://nanomortis.deviantart.com/art/Nothing-left-to-Feel-527430750

    http://nanomortis.deviantart.com/art/Innervision-498469910

    http://nanomortis.deviantart.com/art/Fed-Up-497123332

    Saturday, May 16, 2015

    Cool art II (using digital media)

    RHADS: http://rhads.deviantart.com/gallery/

    http://rhads.deviantart.com/art/THE-MARTIAN-499451104


    http://rhads.deviantart.com/art/Commission-Above-The-Clouds-505030920


    http://rhads.deviantart.com/art/The-Old-Man-And-The-Sea-505224208


    http://rhads.deviantart.com/art/Pierian-spring-358555101

    Hannah Alexander: http://hannah-alexander.deviantart.com/gallery/
    http://www.deviantart.com/art/Art-Nouveau-Costume-Designs-I-492355581

    http://hannah-alexander.deviantart.com/art/Art-Nouveau-Costume-Designs-IV-502988130

    http://hannah-alexander.deviantart.com/art/Part-Of-Your-World-491959042


    Gasara: http://gasara.deviantart.com/gallery/
    http://gasara.deviantart.com/art/SS-naochiko-Love-Letters-420353771

    http://gasara.deviantart.com/art/The-Lute-and-the-Horn-332416862

    http://gasara.deviantart.com/art/The-Asgard-Plains-254402849

    Tuesday, September 9, 2014

    Rainy day inspiration

    The forecast called for more than 5" rain today (+ thunder and lightning... wooo!) so naturally the rain (+ thunder and lightning) inspired some watercolor paintings. I used Crayola's Washable Watercolors set, so haha, not professional at all but whatever.


     Sunset 


    Dragon waves

    Sunday, August 31, 2014

    I finally had time to sketch a couple portraits- yay! I've been wanting to draw for a long time, but kept putting it off with work and other stuff. But not this time! It's not much and I'm hoping to improve my drawing skills, aka move beyond facial portraits to other subjects (human figures, animals, etc.). I'll try to post at least one drawing a month, but being in the last year of my grad school career, free time is somewhat hard to come by. Enjoy!
    Guess who this is?? Audrey Hepburn... one of my favorite actresses

    Girl with the pearl earring, only without the earring, haha