Sunday, September 8, 2019

Dream a dream

I had a dream of you, with A and B around. It was again shock because I knew you were gone, but you suddenly appeared. I felt annoyed, annoyed that I thought you was gone but all along you weren't? I didn't want to see you because this was another one of those tricks. I didn't know it was a dream, but something didn't feel right. We were in some house and you stood there smiling, kinda laughing, like nothing happened. In retrospect, I'm glad you seemed happy in my dream. I wouldn't want it any other way.

Another dream... A and I were in a living room. You felt different, you felt free. We told you how we really felt, how much we missed you, how hard it's been not having you with us, especially for A. I was bawling as I ran up to you and gave you a big hug. You understood and told us it'll be ok. I wish I had more time with you.

Another dream... we were in the airport. I was meeting A and B at a gate, but I had taken a different flight to get to the airport. I ran through the airport. I was meeting A and B, gotta make it. I see you there. How? Everything was normal. Ok. I guess that's ok.

Listening to Carole King's So Far Away

So far away
Doesn't anybody stay in one place anymore
It would be so fine to see your face at my door
Doesn't help to know you're just time away
Long ago I reached for you and there you stood
Holding you again could only do me good
How I wish I could
But you're so far away
One more song about moving along the highway
Can't say much of anything that's new
If I could only work this life out my way
I'd rather spend it being close to you
But you're so far away
Doesn't anybody stay in one place anymore
It would be so fine to see your face at my door
Doesn't help to know you're so far away
Traveling around sure gets me down and lonely
Nothing else to do but close my mind
I sure hope the road don't come to own me
There's so many dreams I've yet to find
But you're so far away
Doesn't anybody stay in one place anymore
It would be so fine to see your face at my door
Doesn't help to know you're so far away

Carole King | Biography | American Masters | PBS

Also TS's Lover and Miley Cyrus' Slide Away, Younger Now

Oh my gosh it's Jazzman!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XnKtCGrLRJ4&list=PL1Dh9ABRyXWb8ZiXC1KxoFXOgZNaW3u0-&index=9